Hello
Prince that I have often talked of sadness but no time in my life that you're not, and I find it strange .. do not know how to explain it, not how to say, what you feel but try to express it ...
feel something strange happening to me, something I can not have any response, like passing from one stage to another .... I feel a week is pure sadness, a gain of nothing, like dying, it's like seeing the world in black and white and not gray, but that sadness is so deep that it feels, interferes in my life, is a lack of affection and a great big empty sim ... But I have no reason to sad, yet it feels ..
But there is a period of time that I'm doing great, when I can not feel the sadness, when I feel that I can do everything, so if I get almost no sleep, hardly sleep, but even so I have energy, I I feel restless, ideas jump out of my mind with a rapidity and an innate creativity .... And then out of nowhere appears sad again ... ..
But when both emotions are mixed emotions of sadness and joy is when I destroy more, go to each other, in hours, days, months, I wear makes me lose control, lose sight of reality , a part of me I can not control these states of mind, and I really want is not no I can not do anything to avoid them, jump out of nowhere, out of nowhere, achieve stability and cost me a lot ... It's costing me sad, yet pathetic .... .
Well must learn to channel it may be painful!!
Well princess kisses and encouragement to ana "" "
